Tuesday, September 18, 2018


Monday morning at about 4:30 a.m. I woke up in horrible pain.  I was paralyzed from the waste down. Imagine sharp knifes going up an down your entire leg, both sides and you are getting close to my pain.  I could not move my legs because of the solid cramping and pain.  It was about 5 a.m. I passed out screaming out of control.  I awoke again at about 5:30 a.m. in unbearable pain.  This time I was able to roll out of bed onto the floor.  This relieves the pressure.

I was taken to the VA clinic because their is nothing anyone can do except  try and move up the surgery.  The nerve damage is in my bladder, bowels, lungs and stomach.  I have failed on all medications.  For the most part I slept all day yesterday from the pain and sheer exhaustion.

This morning again in the middle of the night I awoke screaming.  It was not so bad so I was able to role out of bed to relieve the pressure.

In a bit I will be taken to a follow up appointment with an oral surgeon.  Today they place the screw in the jaw.  The bone graph is done and healed.  Then I wait a  few months for the jaw bone to adhere to the screw and finally get the implant.

Tomorrow I am back at the VA.  I am on my 6th doctor this year.  On Friday while undergoing a pre-surgery EKG the surgeon is demanding but the VA will not provide, my primary care doctor ordered the leads removed from my body and ordered the EKG stopped.  I had another doctor and  two nurses as witnesses.  He will spend his remaining days in paperwork before he retires or quits.  This was the third and final of the EKG.

Administration is dumbfounded on what made him believe he could stop my surgery when he was not at all involved in the decision or my doctor at the time I was referred. This is the VA Congressman Vela defends and refuses to hold accountable.

I will shower.  I have a seat in the shower  for several months.  Then my ride will get here to take me to the dentist.  Then back to bed.

I had no desire to post this, but it is already out there, so I wanted to clarify.


I am watching this story.  Right now this is a he said she said story.  But Brett being a complete idiot stated he was not even at that party.  Please I cannot remember where I was yesterday.  Just several credible witnesses verifying he was at the party sinks him. He should have said nothing about being at the party.  He should have said nothing.  The other man alleged to be part of this called the claims "nuts."  Another complete idiot.  In an autobiography he himself wrote, he wrote about being out of  control with drinking in high school and attending these parties.  Where do these people come from?

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